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| whao.. i guess i really haven't blogged in a super long time.. lols.. so much to update, so little remembered. sighs.
well, yes hoonster i'm paragraphing.. for ur sake kk. XD anyway it doesn't make much of a difference cos this stupid blogskin's giving me so little space for my updates.. shall do my own layout sometime soon.. if i rmb then..
well, i'm slacking like siao, watching KO One like noone's business even though i still have a pile of work waiting for me.. i'm just so hooked on it.. darn.. just cleared my com of 30 or 40 + gig of vids.. yes yes i know i have tonnes and tonnes of vids.. darn i shld just watch online if i'm gonna d/l frm crunchyroll cos practically all e vids r all LQ.. poot.
well, saku got really sick for the first time and didn't come to sch.. i felt so... bored? right.
my msger is officially screwing up on me.. no idea wad happened, suddenly so many of my windows show up blank and i can't type anything, then when i close e window e stupid programme asks me whether i wanna save.. i didn't even type anything!!! haizzz......
i miss MG.
met aunt corinne on my way home frm b'ball attachment on fri.. i was there at... 2200 hrs.. it's totally crazy. i'm thinking her workload's gonna get too much soon.. it's crazy for a 'cher to reach home at 2200.. tt means she left sch at 2130, which is totally ridiculous.. but honestly i have no idea.. she IS e VP... maybe they had some impt stuff to discuss or wtv.. mrs. leong sent her back, and she changed her car.. or maybe i was just too tired to realize it was e same car.. i think she changed it ba.. it was a diff col.. i didn't recognize her at first.. cos she cut her hair. then afterward i went down then saw her.. she looks nice. :) heehee.. anws, i just realized aunt corinne nv knew i had "so many" earholes... haha.. "so diff now." i was abit shocked.. hees. i guess she got the bigger shock ba.. darn. i'm getting so stressed..
hmmm.. made 2 new frens during b'ball attachment on fri.. cynthia frm MOE if i didn't hear wrongly, some course.. shall go find out when i haf e time & if i even rmb.. HEEEs.. then dahliah frm HS. cynthia is just tall and pro at b'ball. dahliah's nv played before, but is really sweet.. haha.. either she's really persuasive, or i just suck at rejecting her.. cos aft b'ball she wanted to treat me to a drink, then i refused like almost a million times, but then she was just like: oh this is just how i am. so i thot i guess i might as well accept cos she'll just go on.. haha.. then cos we saw others still playing we went back, then she got hooked on shooting more hoops. haha.. afterwards she offered again, but cos i alrd accepted her first, she accepted my refusal.. lols..
hmmm.. now i'm seriously contemplating b'ball as a cca nxt yr.. shoot.. and i had it all gg for swimming.. dunno if i shld just take both.. but i really really really wanna join percussion band lor.. i get my cca points up up up.. then swimming'll at least help me stay fit.. if i don't snack too much.. then joanna just told me she lost alot of weight due to b'ball, and i really like e game, so...... haiz. i dunno lar.. c how ba.
i think i'm crazy. i'm planning on taking up student council, percussion band, then maybe both b'ball and swimming.. i miss swimming training.. and uncle chong.. lols..
wheee!! i'm bored..
i STILL miss MG.
ooh ooh!! we're gg out for dinner to celebrate mummy's b'day with see yee and family cos we didn't get to eat out tt time.. lols.. then tmr got dinner to celebrate duah peh's 70th b'day.
hmmm.. gtg..
gg out for dinner liao.
update again soon.
ttfn!
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| oosh. it's boxing day or otherwise known as the day after christmas. feeling so much better with all e sweet tags. :) and with the help of a few prezzies. lols.. it was interesting to see what gifts we got each other though it's kinda sad cos it's christmas, but there's no feel to it at all. i was working my ass off on christmas eve frm 11-7. was supposed to end at 6 but then cos mum ordered cookies, and they weren't ready so i hadta wait.. haiz. in e end cldn't wait then just got different flavours. then kena scolding frm her cos i didn't label e bags, then i didn't take e brownies.. i forgot lor.. so later on when i work then i go take.. no big wad. i got e receipt. wah lao she kept bugging me this morn.. okok. ystd morn to wake up and go collect e brownies. bloody annoying so i just ignored her.. rude i know, but i was dead beat!! i'd been packing since e time i got to work.. which was a whole 15 mins early.. till 7. wahlao. e orders just kept coming non-stop lor!! >< anw, grace & i agreed tt this christmas totally doesn't feel like christmas, and the gifts are just dwindling.. yesyes... so i'm materialistic. i dare u to name one person in this world (other than my father) who isn't. everyone is lor. or at least i think. i'll be happy to be proven wrong though. it'd be nice & interesting to meet someone other than my father who totally doesn't care for presents or whatnots.. got earrings frm grace again!! sweet!! though they're dangly, they have chains!! i love love love chains!!! hoping to find an ear-threader smwhere.. then can thread thru each hole so i only use 1 earring.. lols. hahas. just realized tt for the whole of ystd.. or rather ,aft 1a.m. ystd, my phone's been off.. hahaha..whattheheck. i don't think anyone will need to contact me urgently during tt period of time anways. wanted to write goodbye cards for e staff now, but decided to do it later on in e morning. don't wanna fall aslp then wake up to realize my whole face is stained blue by e marker.. or worse, black. don't get me wrong. black's my all-time fave colour. but getting a black marker stain all over my face just ain't cool. -_- haha.. ahws, so had potluck at trish's house on e 24th with our own church gift exchange. hahas. got dan a water dispenser.. just so happens he drinks lotsa water too. ahaha.. mandy got "ABLE" haha. kk she spelt it tt way first lor.. aha anws, mandy got abel bingo.. then she requested he open it immediately so we cld play.. -_-lll tt's so so mandy. lols.. then trish got a taka jewelery necklace frm eu, tim & abel got tees, (shoot i keep spelling "able" instead of "abel".. >.< nyaaa) anws, aunt yianna gave us all notebooks, (now my drawer's gonna overflow cos tim got me a notebook too. i got minnie mouse frm aunt yianna and this cool graphic design one frm tim. (he cheated kk. he got rach to buy it lor. XP) -__0 i love e giraffe bookmark!! hmmm.. abel got perfume frm his mum, (mandy: it smells like CK!! (in case anyone doesn't know wad ck is, it's calvin klein (hope e spelling's correct. i'm nt exactly into brands)) it didn't smell too bad.. he was happy.. he actually wanted jeans, but he wanted this perfume too, so he was happy. right. trish got a wallet.. funny how aunt linda let her see it first before wrapping it.. it took all e excitement away lors. hmmm... wad other prezzies were there.. hmmm... nat got a tee too.. ooh ooh josh got a tee too!!!!!! kk.. so altogether tim, josh, abel & nat got tees for their exchange gifts.. ahas. grace had a go at cs(counter strike). it was hillarious.. i suppose she was using abel's account.. she kept dying then abel was like: "oh no!!! grace wad r u doing?!?!?! ppl actually call me a pro player leh!!! go other servers lehh!!! don't go this one ths one got so many ppl some actually play other games as well lor!! (proceeds to list a few..) *cringes as graces loses yet again.*" hahas.. anws, we spent e evening / night mostly in abel's & tricia's rm.. aft dinner we hit the park first.. i had one full cup of wine in total. everyone thot i was drunk for some weird reason but honestly i was still reasoning, cld walk in a straight line, and wasn't spouting too much rubbish.. at least i think i didn't spout too much rubbish.. but it's all e same with or without wine. i always talk rubbish.. hees.. then i played tic-tac-toe with eu, lost.. oh crummy.  aft tt sat on e swing with my wine and finished it while swinging. everyone thot i had lost it.. >.< wtv.. ahahahahahaha.. aft tt parents called us into e house, then we spent e remaining time opening our prezzies, either in abel's or trish's rm. i was in trish's rm most of e time.. spent a few secs in abel's - just to get to e door or to see his bks & mangas.. for some reason unknown and un-understandable to me, his mangas are in english. y not chinese?!?!?! it's so much closer to japanese!! oh whattheheck. hmmm...... oh slpt till 12 today. then washed up and had lunch with zee-tion and family.. see-yee and family were having lunch in church with mama, so they came over later. opened my prezzies together with marianne & just & nat.. hmmm.. i didn't know mighty beans were still hot.. or maybe they're not.. nvm.. anws, they got lotsa prezzies. i was kinda jealous, but it was just as fun watching them open their prezzies and their reactions were so hillarious esp just's cos jon ma got him a 10-shot toy gun.. his eyes went frm -.- to O.O the transition was just... just... haiz i dunno how to express myself in words lar.. it was just really funny. nat got a toy rifle frm just.. man it hurts.. esp at close range. not tt i shot myself or anything like tt. he shot me.. >.< poot him lar.. so aft playing with my dearest cuzzins e whole aft till abt 6+ or so, we had dinner. boring.. aft tt life just went on as per normal and nth felt christmassy at all.. haiz.. oh wells. story of my life for e past 2 days.. today's my last day of work!!! hopefully i'll have time to finish e cards. (they'll just be short msgs, e prob's e decorating & designing of their names..) and actually get started on my hmwk. i'm so so dead for VID. i still said i wanted to finish all my work in e first wk. end up i only worked at FA and didn't touch my hmwk. i'm so so dead.. i still hafta finish my apt.. hopefully just do modifications to it aft sch starts then i'll be free.. i seriously hope i can pass my vid.. i have absolutely no marks whatsoever for my first assignment which was a bloody 30% of my overall mark. bloody shit. anws, hope i can get into 3D as well.. must start building up my portfolio now too cos there's a high chance i might nt get in. HAIZZZZ. sianz lor.  oh wells..
MERRY CHRISTMAS
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A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!
ttfn!!~~
han/sotongball-
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| feeling alittle better now.. alittle. life's still not started. haiz. now in sibei boring SSS class. gg crazy. haiz. so noisy. dunno whether my pic will end up anime-style again. it's nice to know someone's always there for me :) it's...... touching. just the other day during work suzilah was like: wah u always listen to your parents. sure go heaven one.. right.. that's her view.. what i do at home... haiz. but i have rebelled before, and i'm sure i'm nt gd enuff to go to heaven. yet. i wanna go eventually. i'm quite sure however extreme my father is now he'll still end up gg heaven.. damn i'm getting headache again. been getting headaches e past few days. damn i hate this. hmmm shall draw for awhile first.. finish my char.. wonder how 'cher will view it.. damn i didn't go for zhenni's farewell party. i feel so bad lor. she was so nice to me then she even bought doughnuts for us all but then stupid i wasn't allowed to go.. so damn close to home summore. haiz...... PANADOL!!!!!! haiz. so noisy. headache. jacinth i love u too!! hmmm.. yupyup.. tone's much happier now.. haiz.. lotsa stuff's happened.. recently got addicted to SEA games updates, esp swimming. bryan won gold!! woots!! not tt i know him personally, but it feels tt way cos thru hoonster mah. haiz.. i still hate my life kk.. haiz. need to work super hard on my portfolio cos i'm sure i won't be able to get into 3D with my results. everyone at my table stressing now cos 'cher insists tt we can't draw anime-style.. which IS our style.. so we're all just re-doing and re-doing and re-doing. haizzz. still haven't gotten my $10 gift exchange for famous amos yet.. hmm... shall get voucher as well, just dunno what voucher.. kino? borders? zaza? or is it sasa??? or wtv makeup shops? cos pretty much all of them wear.. haiz. headache headache headache. headache headache headache headache headache headache headache headache....... haiz. pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain...... i guess i'm happier cos today gor-gor-poh's coming back... wonder if granduncle david's coming... hmmm... haizhaizhaiz. headacheheadacheheadache. sianz. whole class so noisy...... gamers... yelling... haizzzz. party this fri... spent $5 for fd.. then remaining $$ for gifts for 'chers...... haizzzzzzzzzzz. just kena forced to give prezzie to 'cher.. sianzzzzzzzz. hafta give eric. wahlao.. left with all e unknown or not nice 'chers. >< wahlao lor....... supposed to pia sss now.. crapping for awhile.. >< lols jac singing oldies again.. as in... old old oldies.. -_-' owwowwoww.. chest pain.. randomness: princess princess D!! hana kimi~ nakatsu shuiichi!! sano!! ashiya mizuki!! kayashima!! eto... forgot e rest.. must go watch again.. yuujirou!!! >.< XD kk shall be guai go back to drawing liao.. again thx to jacinth for comforting me.. it really means alot to me. :) oh wells. ttfn. jya mata. | | |
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at home now. life as i thot i knew it was never life before. the life i thot i had has been proven not to be a life at all. it's way frustrating. i hate my life more than ever now. i hope no one reads this. everything stinks. whether literally or not. i don't care. i don't wanna care about anything else anymore. one says do this and the other do that. htf does one do 2 totally repelling things at one bloody time i will never have a clue. is tt too much bio? who cares. to leave or not to leave. to eat or not to eat. to hate or not to hate. to believe or not to believe. to slp or nt to slp??? -_- nvm.. anw e top 3 are the most nagging in my life now. wait make that 4. i love emo-ness. which = i hate my life. which ULTIMATELY = i hate myself. how exciting is that. depression pls come into my life. someone send me to woodbridge now so i don't hafta waste fuel myself. or maybe i shld just do drugs and get pregnant.. (wait no one wld wanna get me pregnant anw.....).. fine so i'll just do drugs.. then i get to stay at e andrew & grace home.. it sure will be a hell lot better than here anytime.. i think.. wait withdrawal symptoms are ugly.. haiz.. ooh.. just steal stuff. hell if it's on my permanent record. no one cares abt me anyway. hmmm shall edit everything so it becomes one whole long paragraph so no one will actually bother to read this. TO DIE OR NOT TO DIE. that is the question. i wanna pierce my mouth like kanon. i wanna die my hair miyavi's, miku's, bou's, wu zun's, whoeverelse'shaircolouriscool's too. i wonder who hates their life like i hate mine. i'm quite sure i'll win, but if i don't what the heck. i'll still hate my life.. a whole lot of difference tt'll make. i'm fairly sure the only thing or things, if i really must, i'll love in my life are my TRUE frens, selected family members, my vids, and fd. to hell with those who think or self-proclaim-know that i'm childish. wth i'm only 17. u don't expect me to act like a 37 or even 47 year-old person right? or am i wrong.. as usual.. heck. i really don't care anymore. i repeat just in case anyone actually reads this and didn't get my points. i hate myself. i hate my life. i am useless and fat and ugly and stupid and childish and idiotic and just basically nth gd or smart. (you can add on anytime you want.) i can't be bothered to write anymore.
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| oosh.
just realised i haven't blogged since last week.. sry lor.. rushrushrush ma..
mon, end at 1600.. tues at 2000, wed at 2230(work lah!!), thurs 1800, fri, 2230. SIANZ. last wk sat also 1630 to 2230.. ><
asked shujuan what wld happen if i wanted to quit and how long was the notice i had to give her.. she was DAMN pissed.. partly also tt other time when she told me to not let nabilah touch e cashier, she somehow found out i let her, then was alrd damn pissed at me.. i really can't afford to let her be more pissed at me.. i think tt day i really sounded like i wanted to quit immediately, then she was REALLY REALLY pissed at me.. she didn't even wanna say bye when she went off lor.. >< but i've decided not to quit cos we're alrd shorthanded and i don't wanna quit. all my nice friends are there.. working again today, butat 1630 so i don't have to rush.
wanna go to pasar malam.. want my LOW ankle socks!!! many many MANY LOW ankle socks!!! WHEEEEE!!!!!
hahas.. randomness.. as usual.. hmmm.. so much has happened over e wk, i can't exactly rmb what to update liao.. lols.. jac thot i was taking notes. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. damn funny..
OH YAR!! ystd aft class wrathie came to meet shifu.. then damn funny cos we ran into joseph, kim & someone else frm class who i can't rmb.. then cos adrian was prolly buying drinks frm e vending machine or somewhere else.. joseph was like: hey adrian!! stay there first!! don't come yet hor!! (then smth to e extent that jac was with her bf or smth liddat.)
LMAO.
ahahahahaha..
LOLS.
sighs.. haven't finished my vid hmwk yet.. shall do now.. then be guai kia and take notes.. maybe.. haha.. but shld finish vid quite fast cos it's all crap stuff.. it's not like he's grading us on our drawings so hell. i'll just make sure it ROUGHLY looks like what it's supposed to look like.. SIANZ.
ohh.. while on e way to sch today, i just realized it's e last day of sch for all primary & secondary schs as well as jcs.. HAIZ. then i'll be suffering waking up early for sch while my bro can slack like xiao. unfair!! >< poot.. oh wells. he was gg to sch while i had my sem hols.. and he's gonna start sch when i start my hols so wtv.
on a note of randomness: I CAN'T WAIT FOR CHRISTMAS!!!
haha.. i've alrd decided on my bro's christmas prezzie liao.. lols.. he also knows what it is.. but the fun is actually giving it to him.. it's a little cheapscate so i'll prolly have to scavange for smth else together with his christmas prezzie.. it's e first time i'm actually getting any prezzie for him... cos i've got a job and money. heehees.. haha. i calculated last month's pay.. it's $453.6!! woots!! i'm RICHRICHRICH!! heehees.
haha.. shi just commented: so fast christmas arh..
me: time flies wad.. esp when ur having fun. (not like now though.. time's dragging longer than the river nile.. poot.)
shi: cos now is winter: so cold, snowing.
me: (rolls eyes) W-T-V.
haha.. shall be guai kia and do work now liao la.. see if anything else to update later on.. ><
oh yosh!! before i go!!
JAPANESE LESSON no. 2!!
lols.. sensei gave us such a hard time at e end of e lesson.. lols. she was like: so u know how to ask name, phone no, where ur home is, and what r u hobbies right??
class: phone no??
sensei: i haven't taught u yet?? OH NO!! sumimasen!! sumimasen!!
so she taught us.. THEN, the tough part..
sensei: ok. so go arnd asking these qns in JAPANESE. no english!!
class: DIE!!
so we went arnd asking.. having to turn e pages so much like e notes were a flipbook.. -_-
lols.
kk.. must go liao..
bb
han/sotongball-
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