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at home now. life as i thot i knew it was never life before. the life i thot i had has been proven not to be a life at all. it's way frustrating. i hate my life more than ever now. i hope no one reads this. everything stinks. whether literally or not. i don't care. i don't wanna care about anything else anymore. one says do this and the other do that. htf does one do 2 totally repelling things at one bloody time i will never have a clue. is tt too much bio? who cares. to leave or not to leave. to eat or not to eat. to hate or not to hate. to believe or not to believe. to slp or nt to slp??? -_- nvm.. anw e top 3 are the most nagging in my life now. wait make that 4. i love emo-ness. which = i hate my life. which ULTIMATELY = i hate myself. how exciting is that. depression pls come into my life. someone send me to woodbridge now so i don't hafta waste fuel myself. or maybe i shld just do drugs and get pregnant.. (wait no one wld wanna get me pregnant anw.....).. fine so i'll just do drugs.. then i get to stay at e andrew & grace home.. it sure will be a hell lot better than here anytime.. i think.. wait withdrawal symptoms are ugly.. haiz.. ooh.. just steal stuff. hell if it's on my permanent record. no one cares abt me anyway. hmmm shall edit everything so it becomes one whole long paragraph so no one will actually bother to read this. TO DIE OR NOT TO DIE. that is the question. i wanna pierce my mouth like kanon. i wanna die my hair miyavi's, miku's, bou's, wu zun's, whoeverelse'shaircolouriscool's too. i wonder who hates their life like i hate mine. i'm quite sure i'll win, but if i don't what the heck. i'll still hate my life.. a whole lot of difference tt'll make. i'm fairly sure the only thing or things, if i really must, i'll love in my life are my TRUE frens, selected family members, my vids, and fd. to hell with those who think or self-proclaim-know that i'm childish. wth i'm only 17. u don't expect me to act like a 37 or even 47 year-old person right? or am i wrong.. as usual.. heck. i really don't care anymore. i repeat just in case anyone actually reads this and didn't get my points. i hate myself. i hate my life. i am useless and fat and ugly and stupid and childish and idiotic and just basically nth gd or smart. (you can add on anytime you want.) i can't be bothered to write anymore.
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